I am clinically vulnerable and at severe risk. I have basically been locked away at home on my own, for 6 months of the last year. This is not living. I have had the 1st dose of vaccine now and I am ready to get on with life. If I catch it then so be it, I am prepared to take the risk now as the idea of of being shut away from society for all eternity is not a nice one.
My current situation is not living.
I have discussions like this with my best friend of over 50 years. Indeed did earlier when I told her the numbers today.
She is extremely vulnerable and like you has had the first dose and due the second in about 3 or 4 weeks.
Multiple reasons she should shield which I have shared here before so will not repeat.
I have less vulnerability but shield more than she does. Like you she has chosen to do things - even things not strictly allowed - on the basis it is her choice to take those risks and she does protect herself as best she can by getting most things delivered. By only going out to the hairdresser once a week. Believe me a big sacrifice. Things like that.
Our thoughts on what she should do vary a little and in her circumstances I would act differently. But that is simply different people making their own life choices. I lost my other half young. I became a full time carer young and my life was severely restricted because of that in my early 50s.
You manage life as you want to do and I suspect that will become increasingly common in weeks to come. It will be near impossible soon to rein in the country and bit by bit things will open up. We are doing things wisely by doing this in 3 week stages to give time to see consequences first. But I suspect it is factored in that patience will wane and control become less feasible. And cautionary warnings like we got today about how things could flip the other way will be what we see not large scale reversals barring unforeseen disasters.
Boris was very clear today that this slowly slowly no catchy covid policy is to ensure the opening is permanent and not suddenly reversed by full brakes on. He knows another lockdown - in Summer especially - would just not be successful as too many would have had enough.
We can only do what he is doing which here I think he has got spot on - vaccinate quickly - open up slowly bit by bit and edge towards normality in stages as the best plan to only go forward and not have to step back. Which nobody wants.