That you believe that your writing this is a sign of wisdom, I find astonishing. Sorry to hear that you had such a seemingly shit experience with Divinity. Have you ever questioned whether there is another side to it - that is not mad, abusive, controlling etc but genuinely loving, kind and liberating...not some war of dogmas but more an art of Life?
"The final Noble Truth is the Buddha's prescription for the end of suffering. This is a set of principles called the Eightfold Path. The Eightfold Path is also called the Middle Way: it avoids both indulgence and severe asceticism, neither of which the Buddha had found helpful in his search for enlightenment."
"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it." Rumi
"NOT YET TICKLED
How did those priests ever get so serious
and preach all that
gloom?
I don’t think God
tickled them
yet.
Beloved— hurry."
St. Teresa of Avila
My cousin is a Buddhist and a lovely person. Of all them I like the tenets of it. It also doesn’t proclaim a god.
That’s the bit I find problematic, apart from the controlling, finger pointing from books that are pardon the expression, god awful.
The three main books are a catalogue of hate, murder, slavery, genocide, led by a psychotic, jealous, mass murdering, infantile, vengeful ****.
Those who have formalised it do it to co from. They are anti scientific, anti logic and prey on superstition and the human fear of death.
I prefer the universe and it’s beauty that doesn’t require a god that there is absolutely not one single piece of evidence for. I feel sorry for those still in it’s grip, feeling guilty for being human. I believe in the fact if evolution and hate how religions adapt to any scientific knowledge that pushes them back into woo woo land by claiming god did it all.
I detest how people praise god when a child is dug out of an earthquake forgetting g that under their belief he caused it.
I hate the discrimination people suffer because a book written by Bronze Age people who literally knew fuck all and whose moral code thought slavery was ok. Jesus himself reinforced this too.
I hate telling children they will burn in Hell. That Satan is real. That demons roam.
That Adam and Eve were real. Most of all I hate the fact that people believe it without a single shred of evidence.
I wouldn’t mind if they kept it to themselves, but they want to make the world vow to urs prejudices. To normalise them.
It’s all made up. An investigation of it clearly shows you need to detach your brain. That’s an insult to the human condition.
If you get anything from all that then good luck to you. For me the day we as a species realise this life is the only one we have and treat each other and all our fellow animals that we are connected to through DNA a bit better and throw all that shit out, the better we will all be.