remember 2 years ago I couldn't enjoy the build up to Porto with all the worry about testing and results and it never really hit me until about 5pm that we were there and in a Champions league final, following game as we got back to airport and the doors next to us opened and in came Chelsea fans, I made eye contact with one probably late 50's and just just shrugged my shoulders and said to him on the night the best team won, he shook my hand , gave me a hug and said he knew how I was feeling as he was there that night in Moscow and told me you need to lose one before you win one, those words have stuck with me since and I honestly believe tomorrow we will do it.