That doesnt sound good mate. You need to get yourself off to your GPs and talk to them. Do it.
Ive no right to have been a pain in the arse. Work has never been going better for me, or so I thought. Im settled at home. Things are on the face good. But what has happened is that everything I normally do, like the gym, cycling with others, seeing bands, watching live sport, going for a pint with great friends, these obviously have not been happening. This means that the only good thing ongoing is work, so I have poured myself into it, totally. I get 4 days off and I keep it ticking over during them, and by the time I go back to work after 4 days In chomping at the bit to get back, be busy, and be with my team. But with work being everything I have become dominating, and generally a bit much. Turns out that there are a couple of much younger colleagues who work for me who find me a bit suffocating. This was a bolt from the blue for me and humbling to hear. I totally respect that those feelings are theirs to own and after some soul searching I can see where they are coming from. This comes after a gypsies warning on here, and now one at work too. The reasoning behind it is Im basically going mental in lockdown and didnt realise it. Now I have, its already getting better. And running clears the mind.