how was your day?

[Bigg Bigg Blue]

There was a gay thread ?

Oohhh, get you :)

 

[Deleted member 13905]

Oohhh, get you :)

careful now, don't be getting this thread removed as well :)

 

[Deleted member 13905]

dirty dick clinic follow-up appointment...

the "do you come here often" woman was there again too.
spirit.
that's what she said her name is, spirit.
late 40's, one of those yoga types,
relaxed clothing and smelling of incest incense.

i asked her if she was there for thrush.
she said she wasn't,
so i suppose that's a good thing, isn't it.
then she was called in.

no sign of the bloke who did something unthinkable.
probably still in the side-room.

i was called in, instructed to drop the kex and lie down.
"you're going to have to do something about that", she said.
i explained that it wasn't my fault, it was baltic outside.
she insisted it needed to be much larger for an examination.
i pushed my luck slightly by saying my hands were too cold.
"run them under the hot water tap for a minute, then".

it's a bit of an odd situation,
but i'm learning from experience,
that when you are manipulating yourself in front of someone professional,
you tend to do small talk.

she's not bad looking,
my dirty dick nurse,
although she does have a lazy eye.
her name is gloria.

i asked her why she chose genitalia for a living.
she told me to carry on with the sudocrem.

 

[Deleted member 13905]

Full of emotion at the minute, hating my time at work even though I'm earning a wage that I never thought I'd ever achieve. Only £45k which isn't much in UK anymore but it's stuff me and my Mrs could only have dreamt of a few years ago.

I train in the gym religiously most days which keeps the demons at bay, but increasingly feeling like I'm in the wrong room at work. Have no real working relationships with any of the team. First thought of the day the last few days has been to go lie in the bath when my Mrs goes out to work and cut my wrists and femoral artery, leave a note on door to say don't come in and call the police. Then the logical side of my brain says don't ever do that to that girl, or whilst your parents are still alive.

I've had chronic depression I'd say for as long as I can remember. Likely following a family trauma as a child that I blamed on myself for many years. I've had the therapy and am teetotal but not had a wave like this in a good 2 or 3 years. Confidence through the floor and certain colleagues irritating the life out of me whenever I see or hear them in the office.

I know I'll come through this but very close to walking away from yet another job, early 30s and still don't know what I want to do with my life career wise.

i'm 59, pal.
and if there's one thing i learned early in life,
if you are doing something that makes you unhappy,
stop doing it.

nothing will change your past experiences,
good ones or bad ones,
but you can change your life if you want to do.
all you need is courage.
x

 

[Deleted member 13905]

I went to the pain clinic yesterday for help as my pain is ten fold this last four months or so , found it helpful and they gave me some stretching excersises to do and going back next week for some coping skills and meds review and to see if what we discussed yesterday helps , long trek for me and very painful day as sitting up causes me a ton of pain in my hips . Really hoping they can help me as this is becoming unbearable to live with , feel really down today

have you considered seeing a physio?
a private one, not nhs, i mean.
my hips were a nightmare.
it changed my life and now i can walk without pain.

 

[Deleted member 13905]

Cant walk right now , the last four months have really hurt, made worse by walking , really itching to get going again , hopefully soon as i miss it a lot

thrush?

 

[Deleted member 13905]

It is fibromyalgia , had it for a long time but this flare up is much worse than usual and they think has a nerve inflammation element to it this time and also the condition has entered a new painful stage , oh joy

consider your diet, mate...

the best anti-inflammatory foods are:
berries (straw, blue, rasp, black)
fatty fish
broccoli
avocados
green tea
peppers
mushrooms (raw or ever so slightly cooked)
grapes
turmeric/curcumin
extra vrgin olive oil
dark chocolate/cocoa
tomatoes
cherries.

at all costs when you have any inflammation you should avoid:
white bread
pastry
chips
crisps
all fried food
pop and sugar-sweetened drinks
red meat
marg and lard

people may scoff that it makes no difference,
but what you feed yourself with has a massive impact on your well-being.

x

 

[Deleted member 13905]

Had a bad 24 hours. Suddenly felt very weary, massive headache, went to bed, woke up and retched, puked for the next few hours. This is the third time in two years this has happened. Exactly the same each time. Last time doc was baffled, gave me some meds for the wretching.
Any clues, anyone?

i probably come across as a tosser going on about food,
but have you thought through what you ate on each occasion?
you might well be very allergic to something without realising it.

 

[BlueFurn]

Can’t read all this.
Hope you guys get whatever you need to get fired up, back on track and inner peace.
Good luck all.

I was going to complain about slow drivers in the snow.

Clearly the wrong thread.

Keep fighting- you will win.

 

[Deleted member 13905]

was going to complain about slow drivers in the snow.

Clearly the wrong thread.

it certainly isn't the wrong thread.
it's a how was your day thread.
complain away.