Thanks for sharing mate.
I will be a year on 100mg Sertraline later this month, it took me years to bite the bullet.
The first few weeks are pretty brutal mate, I had blurred vision and hands were shaking, it can even make your anxiety worse in the beginning.
Please stick with it for at least eight weeks, as that is the acknowledged amount of time to see what is effective.
I was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder a few years back but a number of setbacks and then losing my business during Covid was the final straw.
My doctor was brilliant and said they would even me out and no longer have the wild extremes of me being too high or too low.
I check in every six weeks when I need a new prescription. He also gave me beta blockers when the anxiety was so bad in the early stages of taking Setraline.
A year on, I still have some of the same work/financial issues in my life, but the tablets don't let me ruminate on stuff and I don't sweat things like I used to.
It's changed me as a husband and a father. I'm a better person for being around and although I miss not caring as much about things, it is very difficult to get overly emotional about anything, to the point I can't cry or stew about a big game or event.
It has also stopped the cycle of eating crap because I felt crap about myself, so have lost four stone in last six month and down to 10.5stone, as light as I was as a 16-year-old.
I know Sertraline has many side effects but the pros outweigh the cons for me, and scared to try other meds and see if something else works better.
I will stay on these indefinitely, because it is no hardship and has given me my life back.
Drink plenty of water, cut out the sugar and good luck, you have made a very brave step and I admire anyone for taking their mental health in hand.
I was dying inside and dead behind the eyes, but Sertraline has lifted my fog.