Once again, nobody is questioning your past dedication to the cause and without fans like you and me the youngsters might not have a City to support today.
Like you I am too very long in the City supporting tooth, and you are very entitled to try to get tickets for the "big games" (as you succinctly put it) but because your personal circumstances didn't allow you to keep your place in the queue others have overtaken you. That is unfortunate for you but that is just the way it is and you should accept it and move to the back of the queue.
A "kid" who has been to every home and away game in the last ten years or so and has accumulated more points than you should certainly be in front of you in the queue for tickets.
Having said that, I hope you get a ticket for every game you want to attend.