franksinatra
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My fellow blue runners, I am in a conundrum.
Since October 2019 (after deciding to give up the booze and get my life in order) running has become a major staple of my life, it’s got me down to around 10.2stone, 13% body fat & enabled me to run multiple half-marathons & the 2022 Manchester Marathon, this was one of my greatest achievements as I underwent a kidney transplant in September 2004.
To the point then, my best time for a HM was 1 hour 41 mins, & for most of the last 2 years I have ticked over with a 10km on a Monday morning, followed by a 5 miler on a Friday. This was supplemented by 1/2 gym sessions and a long walk (6+ miles) as my plan for the week. Unfortunately since August, I have found it harder & harder to maintain my speed, energy and enthusiasm when running, to the point where it’s proper depressing me that I can’t seemingly do what I used to.
The reason I mentioned having a kidney transplant is because at that time, I piled a load of weight on (having been razor-thin due to illness my whole life) due to the immunosuppressant drugs I take, & was as a result, teased mercilessly after returning to school which if honest, has given me a life long complex about my weight/body image.
Anyway, running has been the only thing to enable me to maintain it, & I am terrified that mixing up my training/easing on the running will lead me to losing all I’ve built, I know weight/body fat % is dictated by diet by up to 90% but I’m in a real rut on what to do. I’d appreciate any advice as I constantly feel my runs are an uphill task, that I am going backwards with me unsure on how to proceed.
Apologies for the long message/life story but just a bit fed up.
Hi Mate,
Obviously were all on a personal journey and were all different but I think for many people, having a goal to aim for is a great motivator and for me personally to enjoy running I need variation in my distance/ascent/location and also the social enjoyment of running with others via a running club.
I probably have about 6/7 running routes I alternate and I try to get out to a new place (local beauty spot) as often as possible. For me it stops me considering going out for a run and thinking of it as training, but actually as a bit of an adventure with the actual running just a part of it.
Having a goal is great also. Its pretty sad but I finished fifth in a half-marathon at weekend at a local running event and although no one else cares, and Im still an average runner Im still buzzing from the result, cannot stop talking about it and loved the enjoyment of running in a different place and facing a new challenge.
To running clubs. I love the competition of running with/against others and being with like minded people. It really helps motivate me during the other days to keep training and, at 47, I still get a few healthy ‘butterflies’ not knowing what the schedule will be each week.
Being a running nut I also spend a lot of time watching and reading documentaries on running. Anything with Damon Hall, Killian Jornet, UTMB, Western state, the spine race, dragons back etc I find really inspiring. Just highlights what people are capable of and that Im only touching a fraction of my
capabilities.
Hopefully something above might resonate with you as It would be awful to fall out of love with running without exploring all avenues to get your mojo back.