do you mind me asking a couple of Qs about your safety concerns?
Is it speed? If so, most of the tech was based on existing coronavirus data (eg the ones before 19) and because of the scale of the threat of this one an unorecedented amount of money time and cooperation sped things up rapidly. Does that reassure you?
also, would you mind me asking whether you are vaccinated and, if not whether safety fears are behind that?
It's a long story that I'll try to condense and you're going to think what the actual fuck but I'll tell it anyway. But no, not yet, I was booked in. Then something changed my mind. Scooby Doo (I know); So, I was talking to someone about how when I was younger I used to see the scooby doo van drive past my estate.
Then the next day the person I told this story to sent me a pic, a van outside their work, it was the fucking scooby doo van. Wtf? The very next day, that's random just on it's own never mind the very next day after randomly talking about it. Not something you often see is it.
Then a few days later I was in a charity shop and the women behind the till's phone rang, the ringtone was scooby doo. I thought you're taking the piss now. Why now, at this point when I'm here. What's this about?
(I realise my previous assertion of not wanting to sound paranoid is rapidly losing credibility here)
Then a week later I dislocate my shoulder. How did I do it? I stood on a toy (think it was from McDonalds I'm not sure) and fall forward and boom, shoulder pops out... It's a fucking scooby doo toy isn't it.
A month or so later I'm waiting at the bus stop to get the bus to the hospital when I spot a man who gets on the hospital bus I'm getting on and on his feet are a pair of unusual looking trainers I've never seen anyone wearing: Scooby fucking doo trainers. I'm like this is a sign. Not sure what for or why the fuck the universe or whatever has chosen scooby fucking doo but I can't ignore this.
Then when I came out of hospital I saw an old friend and their young brother was in hospital on life support about to be turned off due to a blood clot that came after (not sure if because of) having covid.
I immediately booked my jab as I thought that must be the sign. Get the jab or covid might cause the clot.
Then on the way home I read a story about how astra zenica was causing blood clots. And I thought what if that was the sign, don't get the jab, because of blood clots etc.
This is the problem with signs, they're either not very clear or they are a manifestation of your anxieties portrayed and exaggerated by obsessing with the specific focus of your attention at that time,in this case scooby doo, and it's not a sign at all. But then, like, mate,no one ever see's that much scooby doo related stuff all leading to that one interaction at the hospital. It can't not be a sign.
So I wasn't sure what to do other than obsess with finding out as much info as possible before I got the jab or not. And I haven't been able to find any information to sway me either way and put my mind at rest one way or another. I'm fairly intelligent but I can obsess about information etc and I need to know everything about something before I do it when it comes to safety.
The answer about speed from you make sense though, tbf.