Blue Tooth said:tonea2003 said:Blue Tooth said:A significant number of people do not become members. They are indoctrinated from birth. At birth I was baptized a Catholic. At 7 years of age I took part in the ritual of Holy Communion after having given my first confession. At 11 years of age I confirmed my Faith in a deeply indoctrinating ritual. At the time I was unaware of the implications or of the power these rituals would have over me. I honestly don't think I had any choice. At 18 I walked away from the church but by fuck had they exacted a cost on me. Not my choice to become a cult member but I have had to deal with it all of my life since.
very similar to me mate, but i wouldn't say i walked away from it rather than a realisation through intelligence(thats no slight on you by the way far from it, it just the way i feel about it)
No slight taken. I definitely made a choice and it came about after a discussion with a priest. I just could not square up his answers to my questions and so decided it was a crock of shit. I do think it leaves an imprint on your psyche though. Like a distant echo.
agreed , the whole religious set up made me feel uncomfortable, i had no specific conversations but we had nuns at my school who tried to push/coerce you in a certain direction, thankfully i resisted any indoctrination