I went to Auschwitz in December 6 years ago and the weather was pretty awful. An icy cold gale, so as you can imagine, that really set the scene for how hideous it must have been, especially when we were at Birkenau with that horrible wind howling across it. We were layered up to the eyeballs and still struggling, so to imagine what those poor people must have gone through, on top of the most horrific situations, really hit home.
I've been fascinated with the place ever since. Obviously I knew about it and remember some of it from school, but to then go and actually be part of it, stand where some of the most horrific things have happened, is a feeling you can't really explain, but for some strange, unexplainable reason, I'm drawn to experiencing these feelings again, and want to go back now that I've read up a lot more about it and watched more documentaries etc.
I'm currently reading 'Auschwitz: A Doctor's Eyewitness Account. "When the Nazis invaded Hungary in 1944, they sent virtually the entire Jewish population to Auschwitz. A Jew and a medical doctor, Dr. Miklos Nyiszli was spared from death for a grimmer fate: to perform “scientific research” on his fellow inmates under the supervision of the infamous “Angel of Death”: Dr. Josef Mengele. Nyiszli was named Mengele’s personal research pathologist. Miraculously, he survived to give this terrifying and sobering account."
Son of Saul is a pretty grim film to watch too.
https://www.standard.co.uk/go/londo...harrowing-look-inside-auschwitz-a3236651.html
And I absolutely agree that this is a place you should visit. No doubt about it.