one man's bellend.................
But on a more serious note.
What have we experienced? In densely populated areas a significant number of old people have died. In areas densely populated with old people it's worse (care homes). Anyone under 65 in reasonable health is not at risk bar a tiny few unlucky ones. To combat this people have sacrificed their livelihoods. Young people with young families. They have lost years of wealth accumulation in terms of pay and pension. And they have done it to prolong the life of the old and infirm. How long have they prolonged those lives and at what cost?
I don't know the answer. I know it feels like the right thing to do but I don't know if it really is. For every life that we as a planet have prolonged by 1 month, one year, 10 years, how many have we shortened by the same amount by the actions of the lockdown? What is the ultimate cost of these actions?
I don't know any of the answers, nor do I instinctively know what is right and wrong. I know my rather comfortable last ten years of working life up to retirement have gone out the window and my future planning is in chaos. But I don't instinctively feel that's the fault of old and infirm people who are dying. I would like to blame someone just to get it off my chest but I can't see an obvious culprit.
You live your life trying to find a moral comfort zone to inhabit. The boundaries change over time. You try and do the best for your family. Then someone tells you to stay at home. Stop working. Lose your job. Build up unsustainable debt. Risk losing your family home.
I guess at some point each of us will reach a moment where we feel so threatened by the circumstance we find ourselves in that we need to change it. If that means protesting peacefully against the lockdown then that's a pretty docile response. When people start killing each other for food, then I will worry.
Bit of a wine fuelled ramble but that's where my head is right now.