You're making this about me mate. This really isn't about me, and I'm not moaning at all. Far from it. I've accepted my personal situation is fine and a lot better than most. If you reread my posts today, I've not said its hard for me at all during any of these posts have I? I can see why you're interpreting my posts that way as I do admit I've had a good moan about this taking its toll on my mentally in previous months (though I think we're all entitled to miss family). Either way, I promise you, this really isn't about me in this instance. I genuinely do feel for others and I am scared of the ensuing mass redundancies that are incoming and I think the government is making an absolute hash of it and the local lockdowns are only make things worse.
It's honestly as simple as that from my perspective. It's about others. I promise you. I can totally get where you're coming from btw, and I can't stress enough how much I feel for you. I can't begin to imagine how tiring it has been, so I'm sorry. Sincerely. I guess my view is a more cynical one based on the idea that I sadly don't actually think the vaccines will be ready in three months either, and even if they are the uptake will be so minuscule initially that it'll barely make a dent in it all. Worth nothing that of course I hope they will be. Think we've got mid next year at best for something viable. I don't think locking down for over a year and a half is viable without a societal break down of sorts.
Also, just to clarify, I think we should just carry on as we are. Still rules in place, still social distancing etc. I think the changing of the rules right now is unnecessary, as are most of the local lockdowns as I don't think they achieve anything at all in terms of spread. Those who are ignoring them in the first place are gonna ignore them anyway, and all it'll do is just ruin businesses.