Preference is not evidence. I don't believe things because I like the idea, I believe things because on the balance of probabilities I think it is the most likely answer.
Where you say there is "undeniably something", what do you mean by this? If you mean a god, I would most definitely deny it on the balance of probabilities.
Why would you prefer to believe in a vengeful, spiteful, all-knowing and all-powerful deity rather than just believing that matter and energy just exist? I'm not sure I like the idea of a deity that is so far above me in power, yet is so petty that it will subject me to eternal torture for not thinking it exists.
Also, my guess is that Yahweh is probably the same deity that those local to the area you were born in predominantly believe in, but why is your deity the one true deity? What is it about Yahweh that makes you believe in that specific deity rather than one of the multitude of others?