ps oh fuck it. Please try substituting the word 'wholeness' for the word 'holiness,' If you have ever been to, eg, a boxing class then..at first you may try to punch with just the strength of your arm, separate from the rest of your body. Might be alright? Yet, If you have good teacher, you might come to learn how to put the full weight of your body into a punch. In this way you might learn that it's not just about using 'brute' force but that there is power available that comes from the likes of, eg, rhythm and timing, that could otherwise not be known. Extrapolate this a few times and then it may be understandable as to what many have spoken of. Evidence for wholeness? Try getting hit by someone that hits you with just their arm and then try get hit by someone that can put their whole body behind this. Would this be evidence enough as to the existence and benefits of wholeness or not? This may not be the the same as fitting into religious dogma or believing in a god that sits on a cloud somewhere, giving you the equivalent of a school report that tells you if you are doing alright or not?