scowy68
Well-Known Member
guvnors son mcfc said:Having read through the thread I have nothing but respect for the guys that fly over from Canada and the US.
I am being totally honest here and maybe more on here should be, so here it goes.....................................
I am struggling with the pressure, there I said it.............
To the point where I feel sick with worry, feel really ill when we lose and I mean ill to the point where I think it isnt worth feeling this bad.
Im 43 Ive seen everything and I must say that I never felt this stressed, worried, nervous or as sick when we were getting relegated.
I think Kolorov, Dzeko, Savic are the players that may unhinge our plans to win the title but they are not the worst players we have ever had by a long ,long way, its just that our feelings are amplified by this pressure of trying to win the Premier League.
Maybe its the years of being put down, maybe deep down we fear that fate will have it that it will be the dreaded scum from down the road that will rip our hearts out again, maybe its because we feel that its us against the world, the media, the refs, the FA and with some justification.
But we are on the rollercoaster now, the belt is fastened and the ride is 3/5 of the way through. I want this title more than anything and we as fans can and should play our part.
I have no voice after every game but yet I see plenty around me silent, we are too nice as a club and as fans. The scum and the likes of Liverpool appeal for everything, corners, throw ins, penalties etc etc.
Eastlands must become a couldren for the final 8 or so home games.
As for being fickle, I just think there are several more thousand like me who are also feeling this pressure.
Count me as one those several thousand.I am the same age as you,and am going through exactly what you have described above.