Sorry to hear about your dad cake. You're in the same position as I was not so long back. I lost my beloved mum to a brain tumour 12 weeks ago, she'd been really poorly, but she's at peace now and not in pain anymore. It hurts like hell and I think about her every day, but things do get easier in time. You need to be strong for your mum and look after her, like I've tried to be with my dad. We're getting over things together. I'm am only child so it's not been easy for me. We think our parents are bomb proof and nothing will ever happen to them, but life's a woman sometimes mate, you just gotta keep your chin up. I really hope he pulls through and gets better. All the best.