I see where your coming from,it's a difficult one really
Take yesterday for example,I watched the game at home with my step sons (one City and one Liverpool) as you could imagine I was fuming at FT,but thankfully I was booked on the stadium tour at 3pm with the City step son,and off we went,albeit a little subdued,and even though it was my second visit on the tour,a good afternoon was had,but I stood in the exhibition/museum thing they have,and cause I had only been a year ago I knew most of the things I was expected to see.
During the tour I got a text from a dipper who I ain't seen for ages (used to work with him),which simply said Scouse Power,to which I replied go and fuck yourself,then another came back which said all that money and no idea,again I simply replied Champions,but it did make me think for a short while.
I've been going to City since around 82 and have always been used to such shite,but this is a new era now and it pisses me off no end these days when we lose,where in the past it didn't affect me as much for some reason,maybe cause I had got used to it I suppose.
Don't get me wrong I never expect us to win every game,that simply wouldn't happen being City,but I did think to myself am I expecting too much these days ?....maybe I am