I've been trying to sum up how I feel about this and its so sickening. Im 38 years old now and first went in 1989. The one constant thing in my life has been following City.
Yesterday we agreed to get in bed with all the clubs who have been trying to stop us moving forward for the last 10 or so years. Just over a year ago we were banned from UEFA competition and spent fortunes to clear our name.
I have a 5 year old son who is just starting to get into football and City. I have been looking forward to taking him back to City so much. I'm more gutted about the fact I know we will never be able to experience the highs and lows together at a game the way I have enjoyed them with my dad growing up (many more lows but you get the picture).
If this goes tits up and City and the rest are still playing in the Prem then we'll always be (quite rightly) seen as the evil bastards we now are.
It isnt as simple as deciding to support someone else either. The feeling i have for this club can never be replicated for another one.
I dont feel like the club had died, I dont think I'm mourning them. Its more that they have cheated on me. In fact, its like they have been fucking 5 dickheads I've always hated and some other pricks too. And now they've fucked off to live with them.
Well City, you're a whore and I'm so, so disappointed in you