Sometime when Pearce was the manager. I remember I missed the game against Watford because I just couldn't be bothered going. The only time I've missed a game without a reasonable excuse.
A few weeks later, I was at a game, I don't remember who we were playing as I wasn't taking much notice, but I was questioning the whole point of watching them at all. I was looking around the ground, at the fans, everything but the game, and my head was filled with a sense of hopelessness. The sheer futility of watching a team that at best, would avoid relegation season after season until we succumbed to the inevitable yet again. We couldn't even score a sodding goal! We would never win anything, we would never watch them in the Champions League. I remember thinking that. I was looking at the ground, imagining the banner with the stars hanging between the tiers, and how unobtainable it seemed. We would never see it. It was only available in my imagination, and the more I thought about it, the more depressed I became.
I had been watching City since 1967, but for some reason that afternoon got to me. I had been there through all the ups and downs, but nothing had ever made me feel as bad as I did that day.
I remember agonising about renewing my season ticket. I was really torn. I didn't know what to do. I was round at my parents and my mother asked me if I was going to renew my ticket. I asked her why she had asked and she just came straight out with it.
"Well, you don't seem to be enjoying it anymore".
Thanks mum! The truth was though, I wasn't enjoying it.
Well, the days passed by, and I got the final letter from the club telling me that if I didn't renew by midnight on a certain date, I would lose my ticket.
So I did what I had to do. I went online and renewed the bloody thing. 10 minutes to midnight on the final day.
Thankfully, we have improved greatly since those days, but I have never been as low as a blue since that random day.