Nah matey - not like that. I have fought many a time and been a twat many times more. Have known the unbalanced highs that are the 'gift' of ego. Treated people in suchas they say "god loves a trier" i'll give you that arfur
if you think somehow i've been guided down a wrong life path i think you are mistaking me for someone else i'm afraid mate
a way that I saw them as them as 'less worthy' than you might see shit that you may once have stepped on with your shoes. Not a very nice person, to say the least.
But if I can come to know this divine Love then maybe so can you? Especially if, as it appears to be through this thread, you are a way more worthy person than I am?