There will always be other jobs, but there will only ever be one of you.
It's as serious as it gets if it takes a hold of a person in the wrong way.
I'd urge you to get up every day, don't lie in bed. I got up same time as normal, sat upright on sofa with a sleeping bag to keep me warm.
Half the battle was positive mindset and feel lying in bed does nothing but emphasise how bad you are feeling.
My wife brought me loads of hot water to drink, hydrating is absolutely key, as I was constantly pissing out water via my temps or the antibiotics.
Much as this has shaken me to the core, it has also done me a massive favour. I put my business of 30 years into liquidation just a couple of weeks before I picked up Covid in December.
My wife and young kids saw their dad physically vulnerable for the first time in their lives, it has scared the shit out of me and them.
I've always struggled to live in the moment and day-dreamed my life of surely better things to come, failing to appreciate my efforts and successes along the way.
No longer. I have everything I need, more than many people, with a much more chilled outlook on things.
Get yourself well. Covid has shown that no matter how much you plan your life, you can't control everything.