I've been estranged from my old man for 12 years. Religion took him away from me. Only found out 6 months ago he's been suffering with dementia for 3 years.
Tried contacting his wife, who said I only need to ring her to arrange to see him. I tried and the phone number I have for him. It has now been cut off.
I don't know if he's passed away or the line has been cut deliberately because I could be an agent of the devil in her eyes.
His mum/my gran suffered the same way. As another poster had the same experience of the crying and screaming when left alone. She called me my dad's name and my dad was his dead brother, who passed away in car accident in the late 60's.
My old man claimed there was a family curse that no male gets passed 63.
If he's still alive he's 75. I hate to feel how he does in his mind. Maybe the 'family curse' is a blessing to save heartache later on.
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