General / Mental Health Support Thread

Hello all

I have just been back to max fax and they cant fix my numb lip where the original infection was that started this whole mess, they are sending me to nuero next because of the changes in my brain mri, sigh

11 months on and i have seen practically everyone in 3 different hospital plus my gp as i have kidney and brain problems from the arrest and whole body shock, it is ongoing, i didnt believe them when they said for me it would be a 12 month maybe never recovery as when you get past the first 6 months progress slows and things start to become chronic and the fibro in relapse does not help either, the ptsd is much easier which is the best news for me, i am very relieved about that

I am dealing with big damp in the kitchen and trying to save the main carpet so it is keeping my mind occupied, knackering though but i am determined to win lol

Merlin is good, 6 yrs old now so not as fucking crazy, , i have watched all the videos of him sprinting from kitchen and straight up onto the tv and then the curtain rail without stoping and the sitting on the bedroom door, and playing fetch , i had no memory of that which is sad but luckily i have lots recordings, he is fatter and cuddlier, he cant jump up so my tv has survived lol, he only discovered that cuddling and being picked up is lovely when he was left for alone for a week and a bit, he was so happy when i got home, he forgot he didn't like that level of affection but i am very pleased that continues except for the not eating unless i rub the bottom of his back thing, cats eh

Alas i have not returned to city despite my best efforts, i watched a whole game for the first time the other week , i did out of the blue cheer the goals but at the same time couldn't care less about it, it is so fucking weird, i haven't left here and gone somewhere else, i just have nothing to say about football, i will keep trying to reconnect but i accept that my obsessive self has left the building and i don't care enough to call people cunts even lol ,Ric and the mods can sleep easy

Highlight of the year is i have discovered spell checker and the word prompter thing on my phone ! about time. It has taken me nearly an hour to write this even with those things

Please everyone have a nice dec 25th and tell everyone you love them as you never know what the next day will bring , love you blues

Much love xxx
 
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