johnnytapia
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This week I found really hard, the black clouds well and truly gathered above me. Becoming ever more fearful that my children get poorly or, God forbid, worse. Worried for my elderly parents, worried that I may get ill, just in a constant state of being fucking worried. Missing the daily swim that used to help reset my noggin, but getting out on my bike each day which is my sine qua non for the day. Drinking too much, but loving it when, as dusk settles, I can crack open a can, safe in my abode with my family around me. Terrified about schools opening, wondering if/how I'll cope. But thankful for my beautiful family. And that I'm being paid in full, and that I'm well. So many conflicting thoughts!