I understand that the Labour party might not be as close to your views as you want, but do you genuinely believe they're no different from the Tories?
I know there's a strand of Corbyn supporters who seem so angry that they're happy to misrepresent Labour policy seemingly out of spite, but you don't seem to be like that. Many of the high profile Corbynites on social media spend more time talking about Starmer than the Tories, and I note that the Get The Tories Out hashtag has been dropped by most.
Rachael Swindon's ("The Woman Leading Corbyn’s Twitter Army") latest column calls Starmer "A Manipulator, A Liar and an Absolute Hypocrite" because the policy on private schools has changed. Yet, the change is a pretty minor one. The whole point of the policy on private schools was to force them to pay VAT and business rates, and that's not changed. They've simply been advised that it's legally easier and quicker to just change the rules so they pay tax, without trying to strip the schools of charitable status, which is likely to be a longer process and may end up going through the courts. Yet, read some of the left wing press, and you'd believe the whole policy has been scrapped.
That kind of "they're all the same" narrative is really depressing, and it's just doesn't reflect the reality. Someone shared a post on here recently, where a reporter from Joe Politics seemed surprised that Mick Lynch was desperate for Labour to win the next election. It would be astonishing if he didn't, but there seems to be a drip drip narrative, which suggests that because Labour aren't as left wing as they were under Corbyn, there is no point voting for them.
I do hope you'll consider what you want from a government - but I'd also be genuinely interested to hear why you think Labour's policies on schools, health, employment law, climate change etc., aren't an alternative to the current Tory govt.