I'm confused. You appear to be thanking the God you don't believe in.I think you are making the increasingly common error of failing to distinguish between democratic socialism and autocratic communism.
If you can't see the difference between living in Sweden and living in North Korea, I can't help you. However, the systems are quite different. Rather in the same way that our system of capitalism is rather removed from that operated in Pinochet's Chile, or indeed in the USA, thank God.