I voted for brexit, and argued for it on here occasionally, as well as elsewhere. I still, instinctively, believe this country should be fully independent of both the EU or indeed any other major political grouping of nations. I am unapologetic for this belief, and I don’t say that flippantly, or to be confrontational.
What I do apologise for is that I should never have voted for Brexit with a govt like we had in 2016, and still have today. Maybe it (Brexit ) can only ever be a pipe dream, and being so far aligned with the EU as we were, makes it impossible to have a Brexit that wouldn’t be damaging in the short, medium, and possibly even the longer, term.
I believed, as naive as it sounds today, that if we left there would be a change in govt within a year or two as Brexit was always going to tear the tories apart, and we would end up with a Corbyn govt which would be a closer version of socialist and improve the country, free to make its own rules etc etc etc. I actually believed (and hoped for) the chance to go back to the sort of country we had in the 1970s in a political sense, where we had a clear choice between govts that were very different in philosophy, and offered two different choices for the country and had to answer for their decisions without using the EU as a body to blame or hide behind.
We all know that didn’t happen and quite probably couldn’t ever have happened.
I don’t consider myself thick , or xenophobic in the slightest. I do now consider myself extremely naive however. I don’t think I was conned. I think I failed to appreciate the ramifications of Brexit turning out the way they have. That’s on me. I didn’t fail to do so because of any billboards, buses, or speeches from frothing, vile, racists. I failed to see the ramifications because I believed, stupidly with hindsight, that our politicians would work hard to make Brexit work.
They haven’t of course, and as embarrassing as it is to admit, that they’ve had the chance to royally fuck things up is partly on me and my vote.
I’m passionately, unapologetically, keen to see this country return to being a fairer, kinder, and more equal one.
I thought Brexit would be the first of a great many necessary steps on that journey. I was wrong unfortunately.
I don’t say this as someone who has had a damascene conversion and now supports the idea of the EU. I haven’t and I don’t. I say it as someone who has seen the last few years tear people apart and degrade our country and her international standing, never mind the economy. Perhaps for several generations. I have to take my share of the responsibility for that.
I do however only speak for myself. I don’t, can’t, and wouldn’t even if I could, speak for anyone else who voted for Brexit.