Chippy_boy
Well-Known Member
I'll probably bounce back, but...
After the Liverpool game, I was angry, emotional, upset, frustrated, gutted. All the usual emotions for me when we lose. It doesn't matter where or when or against whom, but whenever we lose that's how I am to varying degrees.
But last night was strangely different. After they equalised, and even more so after they went ahead, for the first time in my life I thought "Oh well, what the fuck". No anger, no rage or emotion. Just a sort of "I couldn't give a toss now" response. I even said to the Mrs afterwards, perhaps I am watching too much football and should do something else with some of my spare time.
Honestly, I have never felt like that before. When we were shit it kindof didn't matter that we got beaten all the time and never won anything. There was no disappointment about it, I just enoyed the banter and the days out and generally had good fun. But now after 2 seasons of watching every single game, and both seasons ending like this. I can't imagine how low the players must be right now.
As I say, I'll probably snap out of it.
After the Liverpool game, I was angry, emotional, upset, frustrated, gutted. All the usual emotions for me when we lose. It doesn't matter where or when or against whom, but whenever we lose that's how I am to varying degrees.
But last night was strangely different. After they equalised, and even more so after they went ahead, for the first time in my life I thought "Oh well, what the fuck". No anger, no rage or emotion. Just a sort of "I couldn't give a toss now" response. I even said to the Mrs afterwards, perhaps I am watching too much football and should do something else with some of my spare time.
Honestly, I have never felt like that before. When we were shit it kindof didn't matter that we got beaten all the time and never won anything. There was no disappointment about it, I just enoyed the banter and the days out and generally had good fun. But now after 2 seasons of watching every single game, and both seasons ending like this. I can't imagine how low the players must be right now.
As I say, I'll probably snap out of it.