m27 said:
I was 23 but travelled down in the car with my Dad because I knew if I went with my mates my Dad would have to go on his own. I honestly hadn't even contemplated defeat but when Gillingham's second goal I just remember hearing my Dad say, "Shit" and I slumped in my seat head in hands. Never have I felt so empty at a City game. This was ten times worse than any relegations. There was a lad in front of me in front of me crying uncontrobally. I just felt numb.
When Horlock's goal went in I was unmoved. There was absolutely no point in celebrating becuase there was nothing to celebrate. We were in the Second Division for another season. It was no longer 'a laugh' - another season would ruin us. The crowds would drop and there was no guarantee that the new ground would be built now....
When that second goal went in, I have never, and will never feel the same way again unless I manage to survive a major disaster. Every single possible emotion was running through my body, disbelief, elation, relief...the one image I remember more than any is when I turned left to my Dad after realising that the ball HAD actually hit the net - he's a man of little emotion normally but the delight on his face was unbelievable and we both hugged each other before some hulk of a man I had never met before picked me up and twirled me around like a rag doll.
We will win something in my lifetime, of that I'm sure, but you won't be able to replicate that feeling. It's easy to look back now and presume we were always going to be in this position, not the wealth but an established Premiership club, but there was a time during that particular season when no-one could see us playing United in a league game, on a level footing, EVER again. That goal saved us from all manner of potential horrors and it's importance should never be played down or underestimated.
Went down on the Friday with missus, my mate and my dad.....stayed at friend's in St Albans. Met up in a pub in the eve with a Blue who lives down there too, and we all had a few beers. Up early on the Sunday, great cooked brekkie from our Chelsea fan hosts, then set off for the train, getting odd looks from locals with all our City gear on.....even the Chelski fan (who had somehow gotten a ticket from somewhere....?)
As for the game.....well, as M27 describes above......I have always said that no matter what I may see City win in the future, that it couldn't eclipse the feeling when Dickov's shot hit the back of the net. Still stand by it too.
From the depths of despair, looking up at my old man as I slouched on the seat, saying 'Well, they've dicked us again....built us all up for a huge fall'. Knowing the rags would be wetting themselves.....to the heights of emotion unparralelled at a game.
I didn't doubt for a minute of extra time or penalties that we would win....it was meant to be.
After the game, said to Chelsea mate, how it mustn't have been as emotional for him, being a neutral, and he replied 'At that moment I wasn't a neutral, believe me...'
Met up with the missus and Chelsea mate's missus, who had supposedly gone shopping, but had kept nipping in pubs to check on City, and were pissed when we met them! Pub was full of Blues (and a fair few Gill's fans too) all singing the immortal 'You can stick your fcuking treble up your a*se''
Despite having seen City lift cups at Wembley in the past, as a kid, that for me is the best day as a Blue ever......