Much love to you Kaz and everyone else who’s struggling with their health/mental health today. City losing two games in succession isn’t helping any of us. There is always tomorrow.Had two days in hospital this week with exhaustion and pneumonia, my body is so weak and my mind is on a real rollercoaster of a ride, yesterday i had a real think about the young me from 1979 and what i got up to, x rated! If i could go back and start my life from 17 yrs old i would, having left home and started nursing , freedom from my shite parents finally with loads of other in my class in the same boat, we had so much fun! , i guess everyone looks back at our young selves when we become foc's or in bad health , this year has been hell with no end in sight but i am in better spirits today
Hope you are all doing ok?
Much love xxx
Stay strong Kaz hopefully you'll be on upward curve soon, starting with 3 points today. Take care xHad two days in hospital this week with exhaustion and pneumonia, my body is so weak and my mind is on a real rollercoaster of a ride, yesterday i had a real think about the young me from 1979 and what i got up to, x rated! If i could go back and start my life from 17 yrs old i would, having left home and started nursing , freedom from my shite parents finally with loads of other in my class in the same boat, we had so much fun! , i guess everyone looks back at our young selves when we become foc's or in bad health , this year has been hell with no end in sight but i am in better spirits today
Hope you are all doing ok?
Much love xxx
Thanks lovely xMuch love to you Kaz and everyone else who’s struggling with their health/mental health today. City losing two games in succession isn’t helping any of us. There is always tomorrow.
I remember you had Septicaemia Kaz how are you now??
Same to you lovely xStay strong Kaz hopefully you'll be on upward curve soon, starting with 3 points today. Take care x
I know of many crossroads in my life where i defo took the wrong turn! BUT...we all do that. It's easy looking back. I try and regress right back to my childhood to work out why I'm such a dickhead today. SCHOOL. Teachers used to humiliate us when we got things wrong. In front of our classmates. That's the worst thing you can do to young minds.Had two days in hospital this week with exhaustion and pneumonia, my body is so weak and my mind is on a real rollercoaster of a ride, yesterday i had a real think about the young me from 1979 and what i got up to, x rated! If i could go back and start my life from 17 yrs old i would, having left home and started nursing , freedom from my shite parents finally with loads of other in my class in the same boat, we had so much fun! , i guess everyone looks back at our young selves when we become foc's or in bad health , this year has been hell with no end in sight but i am in better spirits today
Hope you are all doing ok?
Much love xxx
The headmaster had the cane and my maths teacher used to throw the wooden blackboard rubber at us if we didn't pay attention, it was not a great time to go to school, i got the grades to go into nursing and ran awayI know of many crossroads in my life where i defo took the wrong turn! BUT...we all do that. It's easy looking back. I try and regress right back to my childhood to work out why I'm such a dickhead today. SCHOOL. Teachers used to humiliate us when we got things wrong. In front of our classmates. That's the worst thing you can do to young minds.
When I was a kid, children were always wrong. "Seen but not heard". It's different now in general, thank god. Kids are the priority now. We've learnt from mistakes, I think. Hope.The headmaster had the cane and my maths teacher used to throw the wooden blackboard rubber at us if we didn't pay attention, it was not a great time to go to school, i got the grades to go into nursing and ran away
You don't come across as a dickhead tbf lol
You're doing well, mate.The terror in the head is an illusion. Did they do Special Brew? And did you have a can?I still haven't been to the walk in centre.
I'm aiming at doing this before Christmas which I find very tough to get through
I went to see Bad Manners last night which was a great tonic
I've been out a few nights this last week
Trying to get out as much as possible
Normally I'd go for long walks but the bloody rain is constant
I'm struggling a bit today
I'll lift some weights and get on exercise bike and try and kill some of the terror in my head
Yeah they didYou're doing well, mate.The terror in the head is an illusion. Did they do Special Brew? And did you have a can?
I loved it. It loved me too. Spent all my money on it.Yeah they did
I can't drink its a terrible terrible depressant
I've realised today that I've pretty much 100% lost interest in football. Too much bullshit around it, too many bent decisions, too many American owners trying to ruin it, and an increasing disconnect from real fans.
I'm not sure whether this is part of my depression, or whether football is actually contributing to it. Anyway, I'm thinking of walking away.
It might be football Brian it depends how quickly you get over a bad result. I can take it and think of something else I just avoid football news on TV for a couple of days.I've realised today that I've pretty much 100% lost interest in football. Too much bullshit around it, too many bent decisions, too many American owners trying to ruin it, and an increasing disconnect from real fans.
I'm not sure whether this is part of my depression, or whether football is actually contributing to it. Anyway, I'm thinking of walking away.
Had two days in hospital this week with exhaustion and pneumonia, my body is so weak and my mind is on a real rollercoaster of a ride, yesterday i had a real think about the young me from 1979 and what i got up to, x rated! If i could go back and start my life from 17 yrs old i would, having left home and started nursing , freedom from my shite parents finally with loads of other in my class in the same boat, we had so much fun! , i guess everyone looks back at our young selves when we become foc's or in bad health , this year has been hell with no end in sight but i am in better spirits today
Hope you are all doing ok?
Much love xxx