You're not alone,not by a long shot....yet the party line is to put up with it and tell everyone it's the right choice.
I'm nearly 50 years old,but am in great nick through looking after myself with diet and exercise,even the remotest chance i will contract heart/lung or energy issues,from an unproven jab will massively affect my lifestyle and happiness.
Likewise,if the remotest chance should occur....and i contract Covid,i am very content to let my body deal with it,like it has any other virus.
I have not altered my approach to anything since this pandemic kicked off,i havent stopped doing anything i did prior,i mix with the public on transport services everyday,and i go wherever i wish on my days off.
Out of all my fiends and colleagues who have mostly had the vaccine,guess which one of us has never been ill or even tested positive? Obviously i'm hoping it stays that way :-)
Just good luck i suppose....