I look at the book in its entirety. I cannot balance the hate with the love. To love cannot involve genocide. Cannot accommodate the direction to kill those who do not share your beliefs. Cannot sit with the principal that to own other human beings is just. Cannot sit with instructing a father to kill his son. Cannot live with a man giving up his daughters to be raped by a mob to save angels. Cannot live with condemning people to spend an eternity of burning for failing to believe. Cannot live with forgiving a life of evil, because someone takes the route of accepting him.
I was brought up to believe this shit. To fear hell. To believe he was good. Once I started to actually read the book, I could not see this being as anything other than a vengeful psychopath. I was able to separate the wheat from the chaff. The contradictions.
Add that in with the total absence in the historical record. The similarities with other Bronze Age myths, the Adam and Eve myth, the great flood, the six day creation, the earth being the centre of the universe. Then asked myself, how could a being who created it all know so little about how it actually happened? To repeat what man knew at the time, which was fuck all. It is a curse. It demonises homosexuals. It hates shrimps, it tells us to kill people who work on Sundays. It tells us to kill all who do not believe. It tells us women are chattels. It tells us to kill witches.
How anyone can look at all that and say, that’s for me. That’s the truth. That’s good. Is beyond my comprehension and understanding of justice and compassion.
If he actually did exist and showed us he did, I would still reject him as I would any human tyrant who held his views of humanity.
My experience as a child where my critical and moral faculties were expected to think this was ok, is and was immoral. To frighten children that they will burn in hell for being human is abhorrent.
I’m sure Hitler had his nice moments. We look at the entirety of his life though and don’t cherrypick. Why do we cherrypick with god and spend our lives making up excuses and rationale for indefensible pronouncements and actions?
It’s wrong. Immoral and evil masquerading as good.
Mankind has been going in the homosapien form for up to 300,000 years, yet we are to believe he waited for 298,000 years before stepping in?
Nonsense.